Leaving the "fun" scene (but for how long?)

When the thrill starts to fade, you try to move on

Dating sucks.

I am not a social animal. So I rely on the dating apps to meet people, but ended up “looking for fun” most of the time.

Oh, young me, believing that start experimenting and keep hooking up until my 30s was a good idea.

I mean, I try to quit, like when I try to quit smoking, but I come back to square zero all the time.

As said earlier, I am not a social skilled person, so I don't have a lot of friends.

My dating history is a desert, with only one experience that lasted a month at last.

My sexual life is okay, I guess, but it leaves me a bit empty on the inside (no pun intended).

Would I be brave enough to leave my safe space?

Will I confess on the dance floor this time for real?

Stay tuned, fellow introverts!